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Unbearable pain! This happened often. Dirty. In the middle of the night. When he slept and was more vulnerable than usual. A cramp twisted her whole leg from ankle to hip. For a second, she held his mind. He jumped, stood on the floor. Only so the pain receded. "Fuck ...!" Cramps and nightmares. Not the best combination!

Varicose veins manifested themselves in the school (all medical commissions were bought). Dreams began to get when established on the captain.

“The tanker rushes at full speed, crashes into the pier. Oil, explosions, burning bodies ... I hate this job! It would go on all ... ”He went to the window, opened the window and took a deep breath. Fresh air rushed into the lungs stale with fumes.

“Six, after six” - so said his mother. Six months in a voyage and six ... Awakened booze. In his heart he understood - Alkash.

Mother. Mama. Mommy Mommy. He never called her that. Only by name, like stepmother or mother-in-law. Only in a rude-familiar form.

Powerful nature. Working Grandmother was engaged in upbringing, or rather supervision. And I wanted motherly warmth, love. Joy - the holidays.Thank God, there are enough relatives. Father (sailor), elder brother, nephews, aunts, uncles in the village. She loves a feast. There is no reason, girlfriends invite. Holidays united and relaxed family. In the evening, roll a glass, another ... Well, calmly in my heart.

Alcohol is a habit. And now, the only way to forget. Where does this fear come from? He was convinced that the sea was his element. Mother reinforced confidence with stories about how in childhood he loved to splash in the bathroom - “The future sailor!”

He was approved early - at thirty. It is a rarity. The pride of the family is his own. Mother's pride. A tidbit for the whole army of women. Now I would have a family like the others. Only ... "They are all s-bitches!" They all need a captain. And if I do not want? I do not want to go to sea. ”

- I do not want to go to the flight! Maybe find a job on the beach. A taxi driver ... Anyone, - he nyunil - under the gas.
- Taxi driver? You what My son is not a fool! - she played on pride - his weakness was foreshadowed by the stars.
He tried. I suffered. Have worked. Earned money Fear flooded. And he was alone.

Spasm let go. On the clock - 3:52.

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